after the first night things got a little bettter. but the heat was horrid. i had a headache the whole day and my skin was peeling. there wasn't much to do before, between and after engagements and i didn't have my blackberry. it was pretty shit. i felt detached and i was missing my girlfriend really bad. we didn't have much opportunity to text cos i had to conserve my batttery. but in all the spare time i had, i reflected on the things we tend to take for granted; a bed and pillow (i slept on a bench/safari bed and used my lbv as a pillow), a shower, toilets, lights, clean clothes, clean environments (ours was filled with flies and mosquitoes) and the time spent with your loved ones. i missed her to hell. i sat in the tentage thinking about what she wrote on her livejournal, jogging back my memories of our relationship and the times we spent together; supper at valmia's 'territory', our vday date, our first month 'celebration' at phuture, sittting at scape and talking, squeezing her hand while we walk and feeling her squeeze back, watching her walk towards me with her arms outstretched, watching her lying with her chin on my chest looking up at me with her bespectacled eyes, driving down the highway with he, running through the queue at the mummy ride at uss, having her potato salad for breakfast. all the time i had gave me the opportunity to think about things. but well, i'm back in camp and i'm glad i'll be seeing her soon. other than that, i think the outfield was pretty fun. i guess it is pretty shitty to be shitting in the forest and all but well, how often those one sleep and shit in the forest?

inherit these traits, so who's to blame?